Firefly Flashes

This is the night I hit bottom at the desk job and was ready to give up. What kept me going was her: one small light in the dark, and it was enough.

It's over...
I give up.
Just.
Let.
Go.

Pain's just a lesson I refuse to admit
Desk jockey life's just not a good fit
Sun's goin' down and the winds are risin'
No moon's comin' up on the horizon
The howls in the air as the storm's rollin' in
Left bare and shiverin' just in my skin
No defense left, no lies on the board
The worst thing in life is to be ignored

But FLASH!
It doesn't have to be me!

Livin' on lightning and payin' with thunder
When you're next to me, I don't mind the blunder
Tastin' my feet and runnin' out of air
My heart's schemin' how to keep you there
Whole world's waiting for darkness to fall
I can't help but to give it my all
I'll win or I'll die, there's no middle ground
Follow firefly flashes
Until I'm found

Don't have to bend and don't have to break
Just throw out the trash, ignore the fake
It's a post-truth world, the marketers say
But for a man like me that shit don't play
Let the tides come in, I'm a rock in the sand
It doesn't take much to make this land
A paradise safe in the lost and despair
It's crazy, I know, but I need you there

When there's nothing left, just a crumb's enough
To keep holdin' on, to keep bein' tough
Make the world bend, before I break
I need what I need, whatever it takes

Yeah, lost in the dark but for flashes of light
Deep in this void, you're a firefly
Crushed under pressure, my frame is curled
Thank god. Your butt! Lights up. My world!

Yeah, good MORNING!!